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Friday, May 8, 2009

なむあみだぶつ、南無あみ陀ぶつ.

あれ数ふれば暁の

七つの時が
六つ鳴りて

残る一つが今生の
鐘の響の聞き納め
寂滅為楽と響くなり.

10:43 PM

bubble trip.

Monday, April 27, 2009

ok gonna update.
everything has beeen so crapppppy these few MONTHS.
angel is stealing food from me now.
locked up in e lab doing coursework.
na-behh.
everything so shitty.
dying of boredom.
~~~~
dance to the rythm of torturing.
~~~~
CB la giving up hope on almost everything.

4:29 PM

Monday, April 20, 2009

http://nicosound.anyap.info/sound/nm5666669

http://nicosound.anyap.info/sound/nm5115980

http://nicosound.anyap.info/sound/sm4396942

http://nicosound.anyap.info/sound/sm3241178

http://nicosound.anyap.info/sound/sm4956501

http://nicosound.anyap.info/sound/sm6534626

http://nicosound.anyap.info/sound/sm2883796

http://nicosound.anyap.info/sound/sm4397375

http://nicosound.anyap.info/sound/sm3042125

http://nicosound.anyap.info/sound/sm3038528

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ysArf9BFZpU

http://nicosound.anyap.info/sound/sm6238889

2:41 PM

Beyond the Void.

Friday, April 10, 2009

これは　始まりの物語。

伝えておこう
これだけは　君に

けして忘れてはいけないこと
けして失ってはいかないこと

どれだけ時が経ったとしても
例え埋もれてしまったとしても

それは　きえることも変わることもない

たった一つの真実は
永遠に在り続ける―

二つずつの
手足を持ち
それぞれに
５本の指

２本の足で
立って歩く

歌を歌う
神がいた

耳も尾を持ち
翼生やした人間を
妻に娶りし神

やがて人間は身ごもって
虹色の卵を産んだ

虹色の卵
あまりに陽射しを
反射して
あまりにも眩しくて

人間は思わず
目を背け

卵はその隙に転げ落ち
雲に当たって砕け散る

手の中から転がる「種」

人間の歌で
目を覚まし
芽吹いだ大地が広がって

紡がれるのは
始まりの歌

「虚ろ」―
それはこの世界、祇沙に突然起きた
森の中心に拡大している現象だ。

原因はおろか、その実態もまだ解明されていない。
ただわかっていることは―
僕達人間は「虚ろ」に冒されたものには
触れることすらかなわないということだ。

触れれば、鋭い刃で切り裂かれたような傷を負う。
「虚ろ」は植物も動物も、
この世界のありとあらゆるものを侵食する。
だけど、外観からは判断することができない。

つまり、普段口にしていた果実を手にした瞬間、
手が血だらけになっている……ということも
在り得るのだ。
森は飛び回っているウサギや鳥達も
すでに冒されている場合がある。
森の恩恵を受けて生活する僕たち人間に
とって、これは深刻な死活問題と言えよう。

「虚ろ」の進行は
誰にも止められない。
人間はただ
日々を脅えて暮らすしかない。

感情
酷く　重くて　冷たい　
流れ込んでくる。
「黒き耳、黒き尾……
そして黒き痣持つものが現れしとき、
世界に禍が降り注ぐ－」

12:01 AM

Monday, April 6, 2009

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pMwfmPxee_w&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oDjK1t-7LQ4

4:35 PM

you will never call it;

Monday, March 30, 2009

hai.
so long nv post le.
no update.
headache these few days. lol.
now fnn.
hai.
giving up on all e subjects le.
dun care le hai.
saying bye.

2:31 PM

super sad.

Sunday, March 22, 2009

hai.
went to send my phone to repair just now.
went to simei SE shop.
hai.
very sad.
not gonna live without my phone T.T
but the person who serviced me was cute la.
that person talk so soft i cannot hear T.T
sned my phone for repair but gimme back my back cover T.T so blur.
\lol.
came back wanted to use my sis phone but got lock
fuck seh she dunno oso T.T
hai
crying now
no phone to use

5:22 PM

Zero & One;

Friday, March 20, 2009

hai.
life very cacat now.
dun wanna take Os le.
giving up on almost everything.
i feel like a stupid idiot every time i stand beside ya'll.
every one is like advancing then i blur blur sit at one corner.
fucking sad la.
i feel so crap inside.
lol.

9:04 PM

Thursday, March 19, 2009

hai. now finishing up research for coursework.
lol so irritating.
got scolded for my results.
i screwed up. BIG DEAL.
not like i ALWAYS can live up to my expectations.
i wanna try tasting defeat. isn't it possible?
thanks for saying what u think is happening to me.
100% different from what u say, the truth.
lol.
only make me irritated.
that's y i dun feel the need love u ppl.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY 媽! [o.o so colorful]
one year older le, so dun be so evil k! kharma is faster than age!
u might get retribution even b4 u shoot ur words!
lol hehe still, love ya! hehe.
wondering whether my present (de-stressing aromatherapy stuffies) will really work.
dun eat them ar!
hehe.
hope u like the arrangements today!

11:02 PM

tag.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

here comes a candle to light you to bed,
here comes a chopper to chop of your head,
chip chop chip chop - the last man's dead.
walk along the corridor,
armor's metal twist and crack.
eyes from portraits peek and blink.
around the table rumbles stomachs,
upon served with dinner lips crazily smack.
now, for the long awaited dinner,
whose head shall i have?

1:33 PM

別に構わないけど、だから、知りたくない。

hai. so tired. got gastric.
trying to stay alive.
mrs ng reads! no T.T
cannot blame her le lols hehe.
pain pain pain PAIN.
seriously i dunno anything k.
dun force me to say something i dun even wanna care abt.
its all so unbecoming.

このパラーは得意にあいつに知りさせないの為。
本当にしらない、知りたくない、思い出さない。
だから無理にするしないでくれ。
あんたの首を締めてだやね。

12:56 PM

intertwine;

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

today was shitty.
in the morn was sucky.
i went to scl very moody cos my earpice DIED. AGAIN. and AGAIN.
then went to PA room to emo for a while.
emo-ed with grace. we 2 were like whining.
then went out sat in the hall moody.
then scolded mrs ng. hai.
then rest of the lessons SUPER MOODY.
sry to e ppl who i scolded.
lol.
but slowly getting un-emo cos the weather in the afternoon was crappy.
after scl went out with danah, fina, heni n wilson.
tks for cheering me up tho.
hai.
come home still moody.
2moro too i guess.

10:00 PM

chicken PAU(:

Saturday, March 7, 2009

lol now kena fnn. PAU PAU PAU!!
she's an ex-PE teacher T.T
lol who believe hehe
ask her give milo she want give coffee o.o wtf hehe
very tired
later got maths somemore hai

12:41 PM

spice.

Friday, March 6, 2009

now doing coursework.
hai 2moro oso
kena tortured hehe
making her jealous by flaunting our high metabolism hehe
hai
eat alot 2day
pok le pok le :C

4:59 PM