when the night isn't clear;

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

i held to my heart
100 prayers
and imagined this world to be normal.

8:04 PM

before the tears.

im very tired now.
all the stuff that's happened.
some major family prob happened
now we're still on the chase.
all the unhappiness
resulted in the pull of grieve and insanity
hai
i can only say
this is one type of lifestyle.
even if how much we wanna end it as soon as possibel
we can only go through it normally.

"i could only stare with cold eyes saying it a common occurrence."

but there is one more thing:
i feel like imma beast.
wen i heard the of the 大事件,
my blood was pumping with adrenaline.
i can't help it.
i get excited over sme stuff.
i can't help it im lik this either.

6:05 PM

笑顔の先に.

hmmmm.nth to do now. hai.

12:56 PM

what exactly is reality?

people once thought
that flying through the air
was nothing but a dream

people once thought
it was impossible
to reach the bottom of the ocean

compared to the distant past,
the present seems
like a fairy tale.

1:02 AM