THIS IS IT.

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

i realised that
i can cope with my studies
with these problems
but wad i cant
is coping with getting more sleep&healthy diets.
but i'll try my best(:

7:45 PM

"everybody has their own thinking."

nth much in scl 2day.

came hme,dad accused me of being rebellious.
fuck la.
i cant even be moody meh.
i put myself in u ppl's shoe
yet ya'll take it for granted.
i try to be accomodating
and let ya'll hav it ur way
but u end up asking for more.
THIS TWANG FAMILY IS PUSHING ME TO THE LIMIT.
i dun ask u to understand my plight
like how i hav to bear huge consequences
of the path i chose to walk on
yet u think i am disobeying.
humans are individualistic creatures.
u cant expect everyone to shortchange their own thinking
and obey wadeva rule set for the majority.
its because we hav individual mindsets
that makes us special in our own special way.
u gave birth to me,
yet wen ur angry u keep sayin "y did i even bear u"
so in the first place y bother.
u claim i dun appreciate wad i hav
but do u appreciate wad u dun hav?
this path i chose to walk on
is very diff frm urs so dun lump me in ur kind.
IF THIS GOES ON
I WILL TAKE AWAY WAD I ONCE LET U HAVE.
i dun blame ya on choosing to be a buddhist
but u nv ask how i feel abt it
and force me to attend it
it makes me feel like im sinning ya noe.

im gonna put up policies to make everything much simpler.
i dun fuckin care if u think im becoming bad.
scold me for all i care.
until u get wad i mean, GOOD LUCK.

1. i wun ans stupid ridiculous meaningless qns
2. i will try every way possible to "escape" those religious classes
3. i leave it to u to try ur best to noe wad im doin.

all i ask is for u to at least try.
so i wun speak unnecessarily in this hme anymore.

the above is for my real home.



7:26 PM

Bring it on.

finally i found smething meaningful
den u want to disrupt
u dare even try i make sure
ur life is like hell.
im sure u'll nv make it thru
so shut up and surrender.

5:42 PM