Thursday, September 11, 2008

that clown of mine
is just a mirror image.

7:53 PM

burdens burdens.

nth much today.
morn had gastric
den durin recess
asked for early dismissal form
but ms nur due to havin invigilation,
and i guess ms kong forgot,
i stayed in scl
and felt a lil better le.
hai
came home
stomach ache
then got scolded
until now still get preached about
seriously
i noe ya'll have your burden to bear
and i have mine too
but i try my best to no lump mine on yours
and now you are giving more problems
wad the fuck is this.
i dun even feel like talking to you 2.
just looking at you 2 my appetite vanish.
i try my best to compromise
but still u 2 take it too far already.
why shud i even care.this family can break up
and im the only one holding it together.
i do what i can to sustain this family
yet all the forces from diff directions keep tugging on.
y shud i even care wen ya'll dun care too
the closer i am to yall the more disgusted i feel.
what kinda parents would compare their child to other
and smetimes comment that we shudnt even be given birth too
do u noe how ignorant we must be to accept all those
no human is infallible
in the first place y give birth to us then
if we're so much trouble to u adults
every human is diff.
and as parents,
if you cannot grasp on wad ur child is good at,
and yet keep comparing with other "better" kids,
as parents u ppl are such a disappointment.

7:23 PM