before the tears.

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

im very tired now.
all the stuff that's happened.
some major family prob happened
now we're still on the chase.
all the unhappiness
resulted in the pull of grieve and insanity
hai
i can only say
this is one type of lifestyle.
even if how much we wanna end it as soon as possibel
we can only go through it normally.

"i could only stare with cold eyes saying it a common occurrence."

but there is one more thing:
i feel like imma beast.
wen i heard the of the 大事件,
my blood was pumping with adrenaline.
i can't help it.
i get excited over sme stuff.
i can't help it im lik this either.